Tuesday, May 31, 2005

We can make him stronger... faster... better a gaming...

This morning I had all my apointments. I am now INVINCIBLE! I am safe from all deseases known and unknown. And my teeth have had their holes removed. I was actually more afraid of the injection part but that was easy. The one hour tooth appointment that I have to have on thursday so I can retain my charming smile into my old age, however, do SCARE THE SHIT OUT OF ME. So many drills.

My cousin is asleap on the couch. He is one year old and a texan. My mother is looking after him while his parents are out in napier...It is really scary how babies sleep... they can be screaming away and thrashing about one second and the next they are DEAD! This child hasn't made a sound for an hour. It hasn't moved either. Scary...
Observing my small cousin has made me think. It is quite likely that one that one day I myself might raise a small DNA copy of myself. And the thing is that I just don't know how. As far as I can tell they don't come with a manual, they can propell themslves surprisingly quickly on those short legs and they are top heavy. I am so damn scared that something will happen to this little guy when ever he is around me, how am I going to be able to cope when it's one of my own?
Im hypevetilating just thinking about it. Perhaps I should just carstrate myself now.

Anyway, apart from musings on my life, things are fine. I am still alive even after my date with the needels and the drills. Food is still plentiful. The child is still sleeping.

Whew.

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